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How to Find a Polyamory-Friendly Counsellor in Birmingham
This guide is for anyone in Birmingham looking for support that meets them where they actually are.

Peter Holder (MNCPS)
6 days ago5 min read


How to Talk to Your Partner About Opening Up Your Relationship
The Conversation You're Avoiding You've been thinking about this for a while now, haven't you? Maybe it started as a passing thought - something you read online, a conversation with a friend, or just a quiet "what if?" that stuck with you. Non-monogamy. Opening up your relationship. Polyamory. You’re still testing out the words, like trying on a new fit. What makes the most sense? You’re still figuring that out, but what you know for sure is the once passing thought has b

Peter Holder (MNCPS)
Feb 1015 min read


What Is Non-Monogamy?
There's a lot of content out there about non-monogamy. A lot of it is about telling you what non-monogamy is, what the terms mean, and how to get started. Polyamory in particular seems to be gaining more visibility in online spaces. What’s often missing is a tangible sense of how it feels to actually live it. The not-so-glamorous, sometimes confusing "am I doing this wrong?" version that doesn’t get as much attention. That's what this is about. What does “Non-Monogamy” mean

Peter Holder (MNCPS)
Feb 47 min read


What Is Relationship Counselling?
If I ask you to imagine what a relationship counselling session looks like, what do you see? I’m pretty confident it’s a room with a couch (sofa, settee, whatever you call it) and two people plonked on it, possibly a bit of a gap between them, facing opposite a clipboard wielding counsellor. And you’d be right. Partly. There is indeed a counsellor. The rest is up for debate. There’s a reason I said relationship counselling and not couples counselling, though the two are often

Peter Holder (MNCPS)
Jan 135 min read


A Relationship Agreement Was Broken: What Are We Repairing?
Severity of the violation matters. I think it's important to start here as this is a very personal judgment that can easily be swayed by friends, family, societal or cultural expectations…the list goes on and on. Arguably, there are some things we can universally agree to be very severe, for example: Deception about major life facts - like having a secret family Financial betrayals - such as gambling activity that affects family finances Endangering sexual health - engagi

Peter Holder (MNCPS)
Dec 23, 20255 min read


A Relationship Agreement Was Broken: Is Repair Possible?
I appreciate I’ve been writing this in linear, sequential order; however, it's likely things won't play out so tidily. You’ll be trying to understand what’s happened while also deciding if repair is possible and something you actually want to do. It may be that in order to understand what happened, you have to first decide that you want to repair the relationship. In the process of understanding what happened, some things may be uncovered that send you right back to a place

Peter Holder (MNCPS)
Dec 16, 20255 min read


A Relationship Agreement Was Broken: Understanding What Happened
The first step towards repair is clarifying what’s actually taken place. It's already difficult to hit a moving target; more so when no one knows what the target looks like. Rushing to fix things will likely only make said things messier. So. You’ve given yourself a little (or a lot of) time and space. Everything hurts, but perhaps the feelings are just a tiny bit less raw. You’re in a position where you’re wondering what to do next. Let’s start here: was the relationship agr

Peter Holder (MNCPS)
Dec 9, 20255 min read


Your Relationship Agreement Was Broken: Now What?
You’re looking down at your phone, gripped a little tighter in hand than usual. Or, you’re staring blankly at your partner who has just confessed to you. Perhaps, somehow, many floating dots have suddenly connected seemingly out of the blue for you. However you’re finding out, at first it’s as if the realisation doesn’t quite sink in. You pause to take it in, bit by bit, and once you begin to understand you realise something is hammering against your ribcage. You take a deep

Peter Holder (MNCPS)
Dec 2, 20256 min read


What Is A Relationship Agreement?
Google this question and it can get a bit confusing. For the purpose of this article, and what I work with, a relationship agreement is a shared understanding between partners about how elements of their relationship work and what they expect from each other. These agreements come in two forms: spoken and unspoken . A spoken relationship agreement is one where things have been explicitly discussed and decided together. An example of this? Joint accounts. You and your partner

Peter Holder (MNCPS)
Nov 25, 20254 min read


It's Okay To Ask
It's 2021. A crisp, late afternoon in the middle of August. We’re having a decent summer. There are people and their pets strolling through the park. And there I am, sitting on the grass in the shade, listening to the ring ring of a suicide helpline. Hold on. Wait. How did I get here? I was about to turn 30 and hadn't achieved anything I was told I was supposed to yet. I'd placed a world of expectation on my own shoulders and had not the foggiest clue how to make any of it a

Peter Holder (MNCPS)
Nov 19, 20253 min read
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